I can't sleep well last night. I was thinking (refresh back) about all my 'relationships' i had experienced in my life. The 'relationships' i mean here are people who loved me but i don't love them and the relationship between me & my lover. (Officially relationship)
Sometimes i always asking myself, why did they love me?? I'm neither so good-looking nor very rich. I can't stand them at all sometimes. Perhaps I'm cute? Lol, I'm buay paiseh again.
Today, I'm gonna tell all my stories here. Hopefully i can finish writing it in one hour time, becoz I've set the time to sleep at 10pm.
And i also hope that none of my best friends or people who know me very well are reading this post, coz i don't want them to keep asking me who are the persons that i will mention shortly.
Actually many young girls whom loved me are mostly younger than me more than 2 years. I still remember when i was just graduated from Uni, i got one junior (from Penang) purposely came down to Melaka to look for me.
At first, i swear i really dunno she was fallen in love with me until the day she wanted to go back to her hometown, then she expressed all to me.
I was surprised! And she said that she is falling in love with me since i was in Uni, but she was scared to tell me until i graduated from Uni. But i had rejected her in a good way i swear.
Secondly, before i proceed to my this story, may i ask you, do you have an experience that a married woman who is fallen in love with you? Yes, i do have such an experience. And thanks god that last time i didn't make any mistake while we were together!
Okay, she is married and got 1 daughter last time. ( Now - 2 daughters)
We were friend, actually she was my colleague too. We were very close last time and many of my colleagues always said that she was really treated me like her own brother. But they never thought that, she actually not treated me as her brother, but a lover!!!
I had gone out with her for several times last time before i knew that she actually was fallen in love with me. I still remember a rainy night, i went out with her to Pengkalan Balak, Melaka. Before i departed from my house, it was not raining yet. After i reached her house, then it was raining quite heavily. Although it was raining heavily, but we still went to the beach but we didn't come down from the car. So we just chit-chatted in the car. There was nothing happen between us while in the car. Oh thanks god!
So after i sent her back home, then she was SMSs me. She msg me the "Yellow" SMSs!! Wtf. She said she wishes to hold my hand, hug, and kiss me! Wtf.
She ever called me for several times and told me that she was deep in love with me. Wtf wtf wtf!!! But i replied her back that we are impossible to be together.
A month later, she was resigned from our company. I ever met her in Melaka for several times last year, but she refused to talk with me. Seemed like she is still hate me. Sigh..T__T
3rd story. And this one is a bit diffirent with the 2 stories above. Becoz this one is not a girl or woman who was fallen in love with me! But a guy! Wtf.
He is younger than me 5 years and we were a good friend last time. Our friendship was ended when he told me that he was fallen in love with me. I stuck the moment he telling me. Speechless indeed. I just kept smiling at him and told him stop kidding with me! Our friendship was ended since then.
Actually there are a few more stories i wanted to write at here, but i guess most of the people will probably find this entry very boring . So I've to stop it here.
Omg. It's 10pm sharp now. 1 hour writing. (I swear) Super fast huh? Or you are faster than me? :p
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